There was this girl and
There was this poem,
but I suppose the girl came first:
came to me
on Sunday evenings,
late and heavy with
lust and other things
and I studied both,
ran my fingers over
their bodies, not at first
but after a drink or two.
Deep in that apartment
the lights were orange, low
or off. My fingers traced
twist and line and couldn’t grasp
either completely, talking lazy words.
They both hung around for at least
a winter and after I couldn’t smell
anything but the dead,
dusty odor of the furnace.
I perceived words
leaning over me and her
or on the poem, inexhaustible.